He knows there is no coming back from this, from the blasphemous act of stealing another angel’s grace; it is not his, it does not fit, it will burn him out from the inside, his vessel will slowly, painfully, inevitably, crack and fall apart; he is ready.
When Cas loses and regains his powers, he calls Dean first.
I love that they couldn’t hit us over the head more that Dean doesn’t give a shit about Cas having his mojo or not, PER SE. He appreciates the advantages of a powered up Cas for sure, but first of all he cares about /Cas/.
I did everything wrong. I managed to fall over even when I was standing still. I walked into a bush and my eye went blood red. I broke my finger!
Dean Winchester waking up in the background.
i LOVE when they have realistic moments like this
Let’s be honest here, I would make such a shitty companion.